++ SUDAH HAPPY ++

Heyya…I’m back from long MIA =p the adaptation from 1 stage to another seems almost success ~yay =) erm, where to start. Lemme see…….

Ahhaa last weekend was my beautiful cousin’s sister kawin-kawin day =D of course very-the-happy since sangat lama tak gather whole bunch of families. Gossiping + clinging + giggling and the most exciting part ~ lihat2 dua org yg di-matchkan pada hari tersebut akhirnya hampir2 berjaya *wink*

Wedding of IMELDA + ZAINI 08-08-08

Update for some school record. Ramai yang buzz me up to ask bout my school life. More or less what I can say bout it is just ~it’s totally a different world where you hitch with super-duper busy life, never care bout your naptime, mealtime even there will be less free time to hook with your fly and sadly your love one. Not to say difficult but the prerequisite and the high expectations from every angle makes us need to rush every second (or else tercicir la). But all out of that, haruslah ade jugak manisnya. Cling with different levels of epochs and deeds plus pak kepala sekolahnya yang macam2 makes us at least smile a while~ After completed 2 mid-term tests (u don’t need more time to realize actually), what I can conclude about post-graduates are:

1. It’s all about managing your attitude. Starting from what u see, u hear and you say, it will definitely denotes to what u will get in return. It’s a complementary between serious and blissful time. Takdelah amik bulat2 orang kate “dah tak boleh main2 lagi daaa”. You need to have both but made it poise. Barulah rasa diri sangat BAHAGIA =D

2. Foresee and oversee the real meaning of goal will helps you to achieve what you dreams. The temptations on possessing something needs to put on the top of life-list, consequently helps you to re-assure your own future. Work hard for it is the most important key to strive for the star. Gambate kudasai!!

3. Since B is the minimum passing marks (for every subject, every trimester or else flung), it has been the major grounds why you need to prepare almost everyday concerning the subject matter as well as mentally and physically preparations. There is where attitude takes place. Always sabar dan tenang2 aja yang boleh makes you feel happy to cope up with any situations.

These are some key elements which I practice in my life now. Seems it works though. More to the point don’t forget the most important part ~SOLAT~ Allah akan selalu tolong hamba-Nya yang patuh dan taat pada suruhan-Nya~insyaAllah….

Dr Azizi pesan ; if tak sibuk, kene buat2 sibuk. Baru nampak professional =p

Ho-ho-ho kisah percintaanku =D ramai gak yang tanye ~wen ngn tan hong ming ok?~ haruslaaaaa okeeeeh *wink* Even we less meet, even we less see each other, even we less makan2 together, everything remain unchanged!! Kami tetap BAHAGIA n insyaAllah terrrrruuuuuussssss bahagia =D we try to get used of the situations. In a month we only meet once or twice. Go out for mamam2 + manje2 enuffla. Harusla rindu tapi nak buat cammane, takleh jumpe slalu. Kang angau, susah nak blaja =p sometimes pity him la tapi nak buat camne kan……u don’t mind kan honey =)

love birds =)

Okedeh, I think these updates are enuff to cover my stories. Will update anything from time 2 time depending on the free time. So ppl, take care =)

i'm TIRED!!

sorry for the lack of updates A.G.A.I.N
been bz wif school life,

lack of sleep and so on
having mid-term exam

fever of the month

assignments, case study, projects, bla3
so on

it's just started but it drives me crazee oredi

so, sooo, soooooooooo sad

tired, sleepy, starving not forget IDLEness brain

de great combination when having subjet discussion

thank ALLAH, lil' bit spices from FARAH and DUM

vast mixture of crazee HAPPINESS :)

enuff for now, gonna continue wif my works

preparing 4 next test
so i can catch up wif my blog soon

updating de lacks
but not now
TAKE CARE PPL ;)

Letter For Sister (PINK is her fav color =D)

Dear Along,

I miss you toooo =( haaa 1 donnia tau wen miss along. Currently i am confronting serious chaotic situation. Not to say seriouslaa but HIGH. Im starting to have lots (what i mean it's definately LOADS) of homeworks yang menimbun dan menyesakkan IQ untuk memikir dan seterusnya menyelesaikan. Everyday we need to complete about 10 nak mamPOS susah punye question n assignment covering 6 chaps sekaligus. Next wik dah ade mid term test. Gile cepat kan!

Disebabkan banyak kerja ni,wen da tak jmpe Tan Hong Ming, call pon mcm tak sempat2 nak berbual. Ends up letak tpon without a word. Pity him =( tapi wen nak buat cmne..........Nak jln2 brsama lgla tak sempat. Even that day he's having high fever + sakit mate pon am not around him. Smpai dah baik still x jmpe. Nak wat cmne long?

Hmm.... Me sangat miss u. Sister talk! Det day plan for vacation, tak jadi. Sori sgt2 long =( InsyaALLAH habis blaja kite pegi becuti eh =) maybe that time we can plan for Bali or maybe Phuket spotlah pulak (itukan lagi beeessss) Heheee =D just prepare ape yg patut from now! (later don't tel me i didn't remind u!!!)

Along bile nak dtg KL? I'll make myself free when u're here. Ajak Paz jugak. Den kite bleh ajak kiera,lina n tina skali =D besnyeeee............but ntah bileeela ek =(

Okla long. Have to stop here. Nak kene bace buku for next test n byk lg case tak siap nih. Blog ni pon jap hapdet, jap tak. Evytime surf cume check e-mail, maybank2u, bill tpon and pape yg penting jek. Hope to meet u soon sis. Miszing u much!!!

Love,
a.j wen


NOTE : This entry is vastly dedicated to Along Sabrina however it's partially for others viewer =)

Wordless Wednesday - DOUBLE BROTHER BIG PURCHASE!!!

dalam kenangan.......

al-Fatihah to my late uncle yang meninggal dunia pada 16 July 2008

around 9pm after isya' prayer. Semoga beliau ditempatkan dlm golongan orang2

mukmin dan dicucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya........Amin.......

WASHYHOG WEDNESDAY

today is wednesday

i was about to post a WORDLESS WEDNESDAY photo

but it cross my mood when somebody hit me up beyond my limit

that's why i posted an entry called LOVE me, LOVE me not.............

it might be quite boring 2 read such a long entry

i just want him to know

that i am pissed off

of his attitude which never give up

on winning my heart

even he knew i'm extremely happy with my other half

he showered me with lots of money,luxury bits

but i am not materialistic

even if i am, i do hev enuf money to carry out my longing

he teach me lots about life and love

giving and taking

but he did not applying the thoughts

it so fucking dread

it's better to change

than loosing a bestfren rite?

so pls............

CHANGE!

LOVE me, LOVE me not.............

I never understood the reason for someone to “move on”. It’s not like you’re really going to move on, you’re just trying to tell your heart to stop thinking about that person every second of every minute, every minute of every day ‘til finally becomes a routine and you don’t notice it anymore.That is ‘til you see that person again, with someone who isn’t you and then you have to remind yourself again to smile… just smile.

What on earth is love? Why love is on existence? Why other people almost die for it and why other people die because of it? Does it hurt? And if yes, why other people still enjoy loving? Why people continue to get their selves involved even if they perfectly knew that they would be hurt in the end? They say love puts butterfly in your stomach, makes your knees tremble and gives you extraordinary pounding of heart, making your blood rush on every veins… indescribable feeling of joy. I think love is like adrenaline, a super power that wraps a typical mortal converting himself into an invincible one, in short, making himself capable of doing things that he doesn’t usually do. It doesn’t only faloricate super human beings, it also enhances the personality and abilities of the person infected. If you would notice, a product made out of love is guaranteed with promising beauty, quality and excellence better than goods ordinarily made. It also makes you feel well protected and equipped for the possible clash, depth and density of your sentiment. Somehow it makes you knowledgeable and mature because it teaches and gives you loads of wisdom. It sometimes makes you feel you hit the jackpot and you’re one of the lucky human beings who discovers their other half and made themselves feel complete. Lucky enough that don’t have to go to another life cycle, another cycle of searching, another quest for completion by finding your lost other half.On the contrary, it makes you feel stupid, dumb and nuts. Sometimes it makes your muscles shiver because of fury yet due to sorrow, it makes your organs revolt that some of which don’t want to be part of your system anymore. It gives you sluggish thoughts with senseless heart as words were kept lying behind the teardrops. Sometimes it makes you feel stronger wishing that you didn’t believe on it before that made you are now, full of regrets, hopes and pretentions. Yes, it makes you feel lucky, but what is luck if it made you hate the world?

Bla…bla…bla…bla… They say that when it knocks on your door whether you like it or not, it will give you instant guts, instant nerve and spirit, transforming you into instant mami! (“HUH mami?!” hehehe.) Risk taker! Sometimes because of this we make decisions like skating in the thin ice without weighing things out. Do actions that play with the fire and leave everything to luck, everything to chance to tug along the igniting demands of love that eventually leaves you some allowance to failure. Things unexpectedly touches the commencement of love, as it still obey, listen, and open to what people would be saying. But if it becomes intense, ears will remain open but minds will kept close, eyes were stressed looking but not seeing, and everything will be left out except for the deep feeling of fondness and affection.

Bla…bla…bla…bla… Love is sacrifice, selfish yet giving. Bla…bla…bla…bla… Every wound is a flower and every pain is a blessing. Others see it as sacrifices while others see it as love. Different interpretation from different point of views. But what is really intriguing is how wound and pain comes along with love…?? Words can’t fit to explain it but I guess the best way to understand is to have the same experience, who knows the concept of giving up and letting go will be love for you. I, you, we. The ages of ignorance who are the usual victims of virus of interesting curiosity were being warned of the possible heartbreaks, pains and sacrifices that could be hurtful and traumatic to our half-grown ignorant heart.

Bla…bla…bla…bla… Variety of trials comes… with different compensations… for every hurt there is learning… for every damage… there is maturity. For every injury… bla…bla…bla…bla… there is development. And for every scourge you become stronger.

Love comes on different approaches. It could be perfect as anybody wishes for or it could be dangerously passionate, violent, destructive bla…bla…bla…bla… Love is the sweetest affection, inspired by eyes, spoken by lips, dedicated by the heart, shared by souls, and proven at the altar. A too good to be true meaning! Not enough to satisfy my countless questions in mind.Bla…bla…bla…bla…

There is no exact meaning of love for it is a case to case basis. Since, I guess, nobody wants to be unhappy, people employ themselves in the business even if risks are contagious in the environment!

For the person who really makes me fall in love and i do replied the love, thank you very much for giving me the opportunity to love and to be loved..... And for someone that never ever give up in giving your love, thank you soo much for appreciating me this much but as far as i told you earlier, we can NEVER MEANT TO BE TOGETHER...... i do appreciate all the kinds n sweet words, all the bits and pieces and everything you did,but still I AM SORRY..



note : i love my life in tandem with my lovely other half..PLEASE.....MOVE ON!!!