Wordless Wednesday

"Free Gift" from the luxurious

KEDEKUT nak mamPO*!!

For Hied and Along :)

It's been quite a long time since Dayah and Along tagged me doing this poll. Haih apelaa yg korang nak tau noo...heheeee :) here u go.....


1. How old are you?
++ 23 y.o

2. Are you single?
++ Taken

3. At what age do you think you’ll get married?
++ 26 y.o with God will

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
++ InsyaAllah

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
++ Rizal, will u marry me? hahhaaaa =p

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
++ Princess Abey and Prince Hadi

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
++ Garden with lots of fresh flowers + rumput carpet, bukan rumput yang becak2 ok =p

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
++ City of water ~VENICE~ (owh pleaseeeee really hope it will come true!!)

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
++ 1000 shud be enuff

10. Will that include your exes?
++ Iyela, buang yg keruh amek yg jernih =p

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
++ 3 layers vanilla butter cake covered with steamed buttercream

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
++ Evening

13. Name the song/tune you’d like to play at your wedding:
++ Lionel Richie feat. Diana Ross – My Endless Love, Nat King Cole – L.O.V.E., Sarah Brightman – My Valentine, The Platters – Only You, Unchained Melody, Saloma – Selamat Pengantin Baru

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork?knife?
++ Spoon + Fork + Tangan (gile nak mkn nasik gune pisau??!!)

15. Champagne or red wine?
++ Bandung soda (merah jugak kaaann :p)

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
++ Prolly a week after

17. Money or household items?
++ Can i take both?? (wen mmg tamak =p)

18. How many kids would you like to have?
++ 2 min 4 max

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
++ Definately and i now angah will do this part

20. I want to know their wedding plan..
++ Anybody, u're welcome to do.....

I’m building up myself :)

Hello people,

I left this blog with gloomy entry. As time goes by I realized it wouldn’t be good if I keep going murky my day while my sweet grandma saddy sad there looking at me. So I'M BUILDING UP MYSELF people!!!

This week was terribly exhausted!! On Monday, back to KL (eheh, class malam tu skip). Sampai around 9 can’t do anything due to the feeling (masih tak totally stable). Tuesday no class but the to-do list seems like tak sabar2 to be touch. Wednesday and Thursday ade exam ye tuan-tuan dan puan-puan tapi haram satu ape tak bace lagi. So I decided to open the book, dig out the notes and start menelaah. After 5 minutes reading, my mind flew back to nenek. Again, the tears flow like waterfall. Hmm can u guys imagine how I felt??

I did my exams on both days quite okayla (after study whole night for 2 days tak tidur, tanx to my love yg tolong kejut every minute yg tertido) But not 100% satisfied (as usual and as I said in my previous entry, manusia tak pernah puas kan :p) Hope the marks can at least help for the trimester. Back from the exam dah pkul 10 mlm. Next day, Friday ade Research Proposal presentation and 1 assignment need to submit. OMG susahnye mcm setan and I don’t even touch anything yet!! Untung ade my love, Tan Hong Ming. Yes he helps me do the assignment! THANK YOU DARLING :D I did the slides for the presentation n he did the assignment (I re-check and do my part jugak okeh). Since the research susah nak mamPOS to be done, I take the whole night doing it (tak tidur lagi :( ~THM said after presentation, go back and tidur puas2~) but DAMN!! After the presentation, makin banyak kerja aku!!!!!!! The research really drives me CRAZY lah! Things grow to be worst when we dapat tau next 3 weeks we need to attend 4 days course on “Corporate Strategy Simulation” at Eagle Ranch Port Dickson. Macam banganglah kan no notice given tetibe nak hantar gi sane for 4 days!! Dah la kerja bertimbun like there’s no more tomorrow to habiskan those kerja. Adoyai, dgn Research Proposal as well as the Research itself, dgn OD project, dgn IR term paper n dgn Law assignments, I don’t know how I should put myself in this horde situation. *phew*

I’m going back to Johor tonight for the “Tahlil” (I’ll drive; how nak tdo my dear Tan Hong Ming???) Along with it, I’ll bring back all my “supposed-to-do” assignments (huhuuu macam dapat buat kan, dah sibuk at nenek’s house :p). No NO! ~by hook by crook must do!! You’re running out of time. Wake up WAKE UP~ Hehee I try to squeeze in as much time to do the school works :) Ok, nak pack baju to balik Johor in a while, till then adios people :D

Wordless Wednesday

Hjh Rahamah Binti Hj Zainal (1933-2009)

Your LOVE, Your CARE and The Memory with You

will always remain fresh in our heart

May ALLAH bless you there

Oh ALLAH, please gimme strength to face this....

18 April 2009 5.15am,

Nenek pergi meninggalkan anak2 n cucu2 nenek. Tak sangka jam 1 pagi adik smpai dari KL was the last time adik tengok nenek bernafas. Adik n Kak Nisha had no intention to kejut nenek at that time because we were thinking to jaga nenek esoknye shift kitorang pkul 2. Adik gurau ngn Auntie Aida and Auntie G-Na kat hospital dpn nenek. Happy sangat det time adik rase sbb esoknye adik akan jage nenek ngn Kak Nisha. Tapi bile jam 5 pagi ibu kejut adik kate "Cepat bangun, Auntie Na call kate nenek dah tak sedar" adik bangun terus g bilik air adik termenung, jgnlaaaa nenek ape2 adik kate. Den we drove to the hospital. Ayah n ibu naik Uncle Jole, adik bawak Nobai. Sampai kat hospital tak sempat naik bilik nenek Auntie Na call kate nenek dah takde. Genap 2thn 1bln embah tinggalkan adik. Beza sebulan dari tarikh embah meninggal dunia (18 Mac 2007). We all sad yang teramat sangat. Uncle Jole, Auntie G-Na and Uncle Jai nangis teruk. Adik tanye Uncle Jole, "Uncle Jole redha tak?" he said redha but he can't tahan. Kesian adik tgk Uncle Jole nek. Adik ckp kat Uncle Jole, kalau nangis nenek mesti tak tenang n he stop crying. He said "I have nobody..." Adik tau Uncle Jole rase sunyi lepas nenek pergi tapi adik tau yang nenek selalu ade kat kite semua. U're watching us there kan nek :) Nenek meninggal dalam keadaan tenang sangat. Muke nenek macam mude nek :) Nenek ingat tak adik slalu usik nenek kate muke nenek time mude cun gile, macam tu la muke nenek mase nenek dikafankan. Cantik sangat nek. Macam arwah embah mase dikafankan jugak :) Nenek slalu kate ngn adik nenek dah nak ikut embah. Skarang nenek dah kat sane n adik hope nenek dah jumpe embah :)

Nenek tau tak nek, adikla yang pujuk Auntie G-Na and Uncle Jole bile dorg nangis tp bile adik balik KL adik rase sunyi sangat, adik pulak yg nangis :( Adik rindu nenek.....Last 2 week was the last time we spent our last time together. Adik tido ngn nenek n before tdo kite berbual. Nenek tanye bf adik. Sampai akhir hayat nenek, nenek ingat bf adik chinese :) tapi nenek suke kan tgk muke die :) Skarang, kalau adik sedih adik slalu ngadu kat die nek. Adik kate adik dah takde nenek lagi n he asked me to sabar banyak2. Mcm mane adik nak kuat nek, adik hilang nenek tibe2. Maybe akan amek mase sikit. Nenek jgn sedih bile tgk adik nangis k. Adik sayang nenek n adik tanak nenek sedih there.

Nek, nek tau tak semua orang terkejut bile dgr berita nenek tinggalkan kite semua sbb on the last day of ur life pon nenek still garang lagi. Hehee trademark nenek "GARANG" sbb tu semua rase mcm cepat sangat. Nenek boleh duduk, boleh makan n boleh marah the doctor lagi mintak balik rumah. That shows how strong u are nek. Nenek sangat2 kuat semangat! Owh nek how much i miss u.........Lepas ni adik dah tak boleh usik nenek lagi. Adik tak boleh dgr nenek cakap "Kau ni memang cucu paling nakal nenek ade. Biarkan die, kacau jela nenek, tak takut dose tau" hehee time nenek ckp tu nenek marah2 tapi nenek tetap ketawa bile adik usik nenek kan. Hmm lepas ni tu sume jadi memory yang adik cume boleh ingat.

Nek, tadi before adik balik KL adik peluk Auntie G-Na, she cried lagi n she pesan jgn lupe doakan nenek. Mane boleh adik lupe. Macam mane adik doakan embah, mcm tulah adik akan doakan nenek. Sampai bile2 pon adik takkan lupekan embah ngn nenek :) Adik tau nenek skarang tgh bahagia kat sane dgn embah kan :) Nenek jgn risau here, ayah ade untuk tgkkan anak2 n cucu2 nenek yg lain :) Nek, adik sayang nenek...Sampai bile2 :) eh, embah pon adik sayang :) nenek slalu pesan kalau syg nenek, sayang embah jugak. Kalau ingat nenek, ingat embah jugak kan :) adik ingatla pesan nenek :D

Adik, Auntie G-Na, Uncle Jole and semua akan cube jd strong untuk tgk nenek happy and adik minta maaf atas semua salah silap adik pada nenek. Adik doakan nenek bahagia dan semoga nenek n embah tergolong dalam golongan ahli syurga :) AMIN...