The hate that I feel in my heart is real,
But these are feelings that I don't want to feel.
Please ALLAH help me to be strong,
As I know feeling like this is wrong.
You know the pain and anger that I feel in my heart,
Please take it away, make it depart.
I'm so tired and weary Dear ALLAH,
These feelings I cannot afford.
I want to feel alive, I want to feel free,
I want to be the best Muslim that I can be.
Please take this pain, throw it away,
I need to prostrate to You and pray.
Please ALLAH forgive my anger,
These feelings are from devil- I'm in danger!
Please calm my heart, calm my mind,
Let me feel the peace that I yearn to find.
Thank You ALLAH for hearing me out,
Thank You ALLAH for allowing me to take the right route.
