LIVE FROM VIETNAM :)

Howdy people!!!!

It's been loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong since i last drop my words here :D 8 months people!! Well, by looking at the tittle perhaps some of u might think i already live in Vietnam. Naaah.....i am here for quite a long vacay...with my family obviously :) we're going to celebrate New Year TONIGHT people!!! FYI in Vietnam, Chinese New Year in Malaysia is their New Year here so we are celebrating 2011 HERE! Ghee....ya i noe its not so special bout it but hey who cares, for me its special to celebrate some festival in peoples place :) Ok2 enuff talking bout this vacation. Lets move by talking bout myself. Perhaps that is what u're waiting for (perasangilerbajetglambebenor :p)

So me, I'am still like d last time i was here...Maybe a lil bit improve...erk, IMPROVE??? haha cliche betul :p mmm nothing but only normal ordinary things take place as usual :) but hey, i think the best word to describe me now is I AM SO CONFUSED!!! izyaaaaannn tolong aku!!!!

We'll be right back people.....

Moshi Moshi :D

I was stuck in horrible traffic when I thought to start back writing. It been ages but yeah, am back people. Back with more confidence to face THE LIFE :) million thanks for those who still stop by and read, comment, compliment and and and and…………STOP kamu perasan too much Wendut!! Eheee HELLO PEOPLE :)

Let’s do a lil’ update about me here. I’m currently working. Yup almost 2 months donating my energy to the big “S”. HECTIC is the best word to describe how awful my job is. Working till night, chasing urgent this and crucial that. This is not what I’m expecting. Though at the end of the month I’ll receive the paycheck, still the satisfaction is not there. But……I’m acclimatizing myself into the environment slowly. No pain no gain aite?? SMILE WENDUT :) Back then when I was doing my schooling, few friends including THM crabby on their work. Tired, hectic, hatred all become one and all I said was “Sabar, kerja kan mmg mcm tu” but they keep on complaining again and again. Now bila Wendut dah kerja, HAH amek kau!!! U can’t even remember u used to tell them that!!! Hahaa it’s funny to think about it :) Too much grumble Wendut! Nanti Allah tarik balik ape yang Dia dah kasi kang…Nauzubillah~

Despite the fact that I don’t really like my working life, the other half of my life contributing more cheerful pattern :D Family and the BIG family are always AWESOME!!! Added with the love life by Tan Hong Ming makes more SPLENDID!!! Our love goes stronger each day. He’s the best thing I never knew I needed. For the ending of my first begin, for the rare and unexpected friend, for the way he’s something that I'd never choose but at the same time, something I don't wanna lose. I just realized that I love Tan Hong Ming so sooo shoooo much!!! (Owh pliss kamu menggedik sungguh Wendut! Tiba2 expose feeling begitu sekali..bahah POYO) Enough with that Wendut, nnt orang vomit their McD’s out :p

I left out lots of sports stories… From Thomas Cup to Tennis French Open. NO UPDATE at all! I watched them but it’s too late to share rasanya. All I wanted to say is that French Open outfits (women basically) are all absolutely FABULOUS!!! I love to see Samantha Stosur’s shades (Owh fantabulous yawl :D)

Eheh I think enuff for my update for this moment. Will be right back whenever am freee :) Thanks for those who cares and peep my writing. Till then, ADIOS~~

FOOTBALL FEVER IS COMING ~ WHICH TEAM ARE YOU??

Thursday Twist!!!

Hello people…

Just got back from Desa Water Park with THM!!!! It was superbly awesome!!!! Been there with a working person in working days was a relieved :D splashing the cold water all over the body and having sun tanned for the black was ludicrous yet tremendous!! We entered the park at 12 noon (YES PEOPLE DIRECT SUN ON TOP OF THE HEAD!!). Had excitement with all the games inside there with RM7 double tube was a pay of “kerja kuat” hahaa :D I screamed and laughed out loud in the super tube as it spins down swiftly. We ended our mandi session around 3.30 since the rain started to fall. After that we headed to MidValley for some food hunting and decided to eat at Sushi King. We ate, we talked, we laughed inside there and end up our makan session around 5 with the close bill of RM80 for 2 (WTFmakanmacambelajindalamperut). Reached home around 7.30pm performed Maghrib prayer and watched Jamie’s show, no idea when, dozed off until 10.45. Just woke up and watching Mist at StarMovies now, texting THM but no reply :(

Ok, now is 1.30am, movie dah habis; it was a good movie. Time to zzzz...Good Night people!! My Thursday RAWK!!

Continue menabung untuk ke London :p

Hello peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

It’s been a month since I left this blog hiatus! Yes ONE MONTH people :D wondering where I’ve been???? Hey hey hey, RAYA kan sebulaaaaannnn, jadi berayalaaaa…..mane ada orang update blog di hari raya begini, unless orang tu mmg tak sabar-sabar nak pergi LONDON…hahahha (no offence other blogger :p). Welwelwel, ape cerita? Ooh Emm Gee banyak cerita y’all joyah nak kasitau (hahaha tertingat Lily yang sentil tu :D). Where to start? Hmm joyah kalau diberi chance to talk, tak tahu dah nak mula mana, hahaha :D

Ok let’s talk about raya (Photos can be seen in my FACEBOOK yea tuan puan sekalian, nak tgk sila add saya, address sila minta :p)

Overall, this year raya was nice, not up to superb due to 1st time raya without both nenek and embah and it’s been our 1st time raya without kampung!!! People are right, once the elderly are no longer with us, the surroundings are different. The way how we celebrate it, even though it’s been celebrated at our elder aunty and uncle’s house, the situations are no longer the same as when the time their parents, our grandparents are there. So sad I tell you :( but somehow we managed to celebrate it naturally :) Went back to Johor and Singapore to celebrate with tok nek sedare and it was awesome :) and and and i managed to get RM700 from ONLY 4 persons y'all (haa sape kate dah besar tak dapat duit raya, tgk sape lagi banyak dapat..ngehngehngeh :p) The celebrations with friends are also tremendous. Open house here and there menjadikan perut dan badan membiak seperti disumbat self-rising flour atau nama melayunya sumbatan ketupat rendang lima hari berturut-turut berulamkan bantal dan tilam. Pastu masing-masing sibuk nak berdiet bagai (padahal hari-hari pergi open house, puasa 6 entah buat entah tak :p).

Owh bercerita without photo sangat-sangatlah membosankan. Tips untuk cepat ke London, “Blog yang ditulis harus disertakan banyak gambar yang menarik supaya pembaca tidak bosan dengan kemerepekan cerita”. Ok nak cari gambar, nak cari gambar…………………Yay, look at these pictures and guess who are they originally :p

Hahaaaa I noe, I noe my readers are brilliant!!!It's POPEYE :D Harus kan dapat jawab :p Hadiahnya berupa cerita lagi :D Second story tajuknya ialah “Bila Boyfriend Lama Muncul Kembali” *wink* owh gatal eh kamu Wendut :p This raya was totally jejak kasih y’all :D Wendut jumpa boyfriend lama and end up bersambung, eh eh bersahabat semula…Whoooiiiissshhhh, ampun Tan Hong Ming :p I bet everybody‘s know what will happen if jumpe balik pacar lama kan? Lagi-lagi kalau tiba-tiba muke mereka macam dah handsome dari dulu, badan dah…eh eh jangan cakap pasal badanlah Wendut!! Hahahahahahaha (OFF RECORD!!)

Next week will be my FINAL EXAM for my second last trimester people!! Cakap takut dah beribu kali, tapi belajar tak mula lagi (pantun dua kerat, Encik Saad mesti bangga :p) Hope hope hoooooopefuly I can get 4 flat this trimester (kejayaan bermula dari berangan, berangan tu perlu untuk berjaya!!) Tolong DOAKAN WEN ye kawan-kawan :D I’ll be missing some of my course mate which will be finishing the course this trimester :( Someone would leave. Someone always leaves. Then we would have to say good-bye and leave the memories as remembrance (Wendut Shakey Peers, 2009). To my MBA pals, who happen reading my blog, do keep in touch! I’ll be missing each one of you even though we never share lots of our time together, still u guys are so dear to me. I love you guys till endless and all the best in your future undertaking!!! (Dah jadi boss atau orang kaya yang bergelar Dr. atau Professor atau Dato’ atau Datin atau yang sewaktu dengannya, JANGAN SOMBONG DENGAN WENDUT!! KAU SOMBONG AKU COCOK MATA KAU, jaga-jaga!!)

Hmm, it’s the time to study :) Dah panjang bebel kan. I’ll stop here and see u in my next entry people :)

Dedicated to Ayeen Darlingsss :) (PINK is her fav.)

I’ve been called to post an entry about fairy tales stories. My very sweet beautiful friend posted on her facebook status saying “Someone should sue Disney for planting little girls mind which there will always has a prince charming for the girls and live happily ever after” (I’m sorry Ayeen, I couldn’t remember the exact sentence you’ve posted but people, it’s something like this).

She is so true in giving such opinion and it’s very common for people like us thinking that way. Fairy tales stories will always end up happily ever after, living with the prince charming, beautiful princess talking to the sweet animals as their friends, having good life (even she have been the stepmom’s servant for quite some times :p), beautiful voice to sing their favorite songs, lot’s of candies and chocolates everywhere, been dear and missed by everyone and yada yada beautiful and amazing thingy. When a little kids watch the stories, there will be nonstop smiling and laughing by them. (I’m trying to be exaggerate :p).

But hey, in my opinion as a fairy tales lover (yes, I can’t live without fairytale, cartoons and all the kids stuff!!), Disney shouldn’t be blamed. What they tried to enlighten is that everyone deserve a happy life throughout the days and the kids should understand since young the concept of “we can change it” instead of “it’s all fated” then end of the day, the happiness is there :). Yes I admit, living in this world has tons of things to think, tons of problems to faced, tons of matter to cry and laugh on but hey, try to enjoy your life. Don’t let those things screwed your life. Living in this world is a chance to face, try and repair whatever been fixed by the creator. That is what we call as challenge! Up to my time of living, I faced tons of tribulations but I tried to swab it away bit by bit because Disney thot me of doing that, and I know my life will be happily ever after, InsyaAllah :)

So Ayeen dear, it’s not wrong to think as what u supposed but as I said, cheer yourself as how the fairy tales did. Indeed you are a darling person which everybody loves you most dear. The fairy tales story certainly our life tales :)

NOTE: To my dearest reader, this entry is cordially dedicated to you all as well. We try together to be better and better than yesterday. With warmly and sensible heart, I would like to say I LOVE YOU guys soo much!!

Shalin Zulkifli wannabe :p

Hello hello peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D Oh I’m excited, I’m excited, and I’m excited!!! WHY?? It’s because I got THEESEEEEEEE from my lovely TAN HONG MING!!

Have you ever think of giving your partner a pair of bowling shoes and a bowling ball worth MYR400 even though you are clearly known how lousy your partner is when it comes to rolling the ball along a flat surface either into objects called pins or to get close to a target ball just for an acceptance of an apology??? Have you ever think of spending that sum of money into something yang tak pernah difikir oleh orang lain dan sangat pelik sekiranya difikir-fikirkan balik??? Ohhooo my boyfriend did!!

It was two years back when I last get my fingers into the ball hole and bang it on the floor and end up to the longkang again and again. I never like to play bowling but hey, now I have my own set!!! Hahaaa from now on I should polish the skills of rolling the ball. Any coach yang sudi coach me from the beginning??? Malu la weyh, ade bola and kasut sendiri tapi baling asyik masuk longkang. Any bowling lovers here? Lets rock on the bowling alley bebeeehh :D

Btw, here is some basic knowledge about bowling. Bowling is an anaerobic type of physical exercise, similar to walking with free weights. Bowling helps in burning calories and works muscle groups not usually exercised. The flexing and stretching in bowling works tendons, joints, ligaments, and muscles in the arms and promotes weight loss. Apart from the physical benefits it also has psycho-social benefits, strengthening, friendships or creating new ones in groups. See, see!! Banyak gile benefits kan!! Bowling helps in burning calories~waah makin bersemangat untuk berbowling nih…Hey people, jomlah berbowliiing!! Kite kurus same2 :p

NOTE: Sayang THANK YOU sooooo much!! Don't worry much about "N****N" :p Nanti kite main bowling same-same ok :D

I LOVE YOU dear :)

Mr S :D

SUPER-DUPER HAPPY
YAAAAYYYYY!!!!!!!
I’m searching for some journals suddenly my phone…

"Kumencintaimu lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tau
Kumencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku….”

I was like……betul ke niiii
(this ringtone is for my smoochy-smoochy scandalicious)
I pick it up
YEEEES
HIM!!
My sister was like “Hah, that ringtone for him!!!! GILE”

Have some minutes chat with him

and before hang he said

"I love you"

Ouuccchhhh

LOVE LOVE LOVE

Love is in the air.....Love is in the air....

Maafkan saya En Tan Hong Ming (yang, ur ringtone lagi hebat dari dia though :D)

You know Mr Shasikaran is always in my heart

*wink*wink*

(This is his fav colour, oh kamu S-E-W-E-L Wendut!)

Tan Hong Ming

A : Eh, Tan Hong Ming. Mana u jumpa?
W: Jatuh dari langit (apa punya question daaa….)
A : His name Tan Hong Ming?
W: Ha la..Why?
A : Tak glamournye nama. Bukit betul :p
W: Erk?! (Aku lempang kang. Suke-suke kate nama orang x glamour. Macam Asyraf Azizi tu glamour sgt!!)
A : Nama malay?
W: Sukahati u la nak kasi. Ahmad Ming ke, Abdul Hong ke..Boleh je. And if u think your name glamour tak hengat, letak name die Tan Hong Azizi pon ok gak :)
A : U perli I eeh?
W: No intention but if terasa, sorry :p

Hish, bengong die nih. Suka-suka ngutuk. Mmm talking about Malay name from Tan Hong Ming ape boleh tukar ek? Ahmad Hong Ming…x bes…x bes…Muhammad Ming Ming…eh mcm lagu Wonderpets pulak. Mmm, Tengku Muhammad…ish boleh ke tiba2 ade Tengku? Eh haha lantak lah..Tan Hong Ming kan best………………..Can call Ah Ming, Ah Hong, Ah Tan pon bo…..(eh,mcm setan lah pulak) cannot cannot..........hihi ~143 THM~

When Wendut Starts Talking......

Random updates :D

1. The Corporate Strategy Simulation (Stimulation Dzulia said :p) is over. My face OMG sangat gelap where if I were in an origin people’s crowd, they would say I’m one of their member *sigh* sudah saatnya Wendut menepek Fair&Lovely or Garnier Ukurlah Sendiri. Hahaaa :D This camp was very good and nice in a sense. It’s just we are too tired of the tight schedule and least time to have a rest. The programs were enjoyable and the best part was the WAR GAME!! It makes me feel like am in a real war state. Sakit badan OMG jgn ckp, tulang semua dah longgar. The food, place, activities were good. Overall rating: TWO THUMBS UP (even we keep on saying “nak balik kl” allllll the way :p). Such an experienced moment and how it teaches us to be highly elevated IQ in line with mentally and physically prepared in all circumstances :D ~LOVE LOVE LOVE~

2. Kenaikan BERAT BADAN yang terlalu melampau after I stop my diet program few weeks ago! Hey Wendut, time to DIET!!! You eat chicken almost everyday! You drink carbonated drinks almost a barrel in two days! You eat junk food like a small kid! You even have “stock jajan” in your room! Owh Wendut opens your eyes and look at your figure………..Same tak mcm seekor hippopotamus? Same kan? Kan? Dah tu, x sedar diri lagi untuk bertindak??! Hiissh sibuk nak pakai this dress, that blouse, this skirt, that pants tapi tak reti-reti nak mengecikkan badan. Heiyoooo!!! Cut rice from now! Macam mana nak jadi HOT begini. Hahaa (mode perasan :p bile pernah ntah hot =p)

3. I am in donno either it calls marah or geram or sebal or…..ape2 jelah with Mr F. All this while he’s lying to me!! 3 years is not a short period and all that while he makes me believe he’s enga***. Rasa nak terus ke Kuala Terengganu when he confessed the truth! Owh on what reason he did that? Sungguh geram ok! Yea it’s nothing to do with me initially but hey, the feeling is there on the point u told me that stupid things and now u said it is NOT. Apa kamu ingat ini main-main? Suka-suka kamu buat begini? Hish kalau bukan kamu adalah Mr F, sudah lama Wendut menikam kamu dengan pedang Jedi dan daging kamu dijadikan Double Cheese Burger kegemaran kamu satu masa dahulu!! And till now I totally have no idea what your status are! Kamu penipu wahai sahabat! Eh eh tapi kenapa masih boleh bicara yg elok-elok ya? Masih boleh sms dan masih boleh jadi peneman lewat pagi? Adakah hati masih lagi………………………………………………………………………………………….*sigh*

4. School, school, school :D Recent entry mesti ade at least lil’ bit bout school. Supposedly this coming Sunday, Wendut berpicnic dgn Unitenian but unfortunately terpaksa tak ikut since yesterday lecturer menambah lagi kerja sekolah :( sungguh kejam wahai cikgu zaman sekarang :( Final exam is just around the corner. Due date for project paper and all assignments getting closer. Tapi yang peliknya daya kemalasan semakin meningkat dan daya kerajinan semakin berkurangan. Later if the results come out, don’t complaint this and that. How ye tuan-tuan dan puan-puan? Could you please suggest what Vitamin I should try? Yes I’m in the need of that pill!

5. Facebook, Friendster, Blog, YM, MSN, Skype merupakan racun kepada system pembelajaran Wendut sekarang! People said those thing connects you with your long lost friends. Get u back with them but poorly the post, the testimonials and the notes are given n replied within the people who are closer to you. The people who u can see and talk everyday. Oh apakah sebenarnya tujuan laman web laman web ini? Mendekatkan lagi orang yg sememangnya dekat? Begitukah? Oh tidak tidak, my dad always remind me, put the blame on you not the others! Jadi sekarang nak kata ini salah Wen ye? Oh mungkin betul jugak. If Wen tak gatal melihat comment2 didalam facebook, pastilah Wen tak membalasnya and pasti jugalah mereka tidak membalas balik kan? Same thing goes to Friendster. Pasal YM, MSN and Skype, kalau Wendut tak online, pastinya mereka tidak memBUZZ Wendut kan? And last sekali pasal blog, kalau tangan and kepala Wendut tidak gatal untuk mencari idea dan mencapture gambar, pasti takkan ade entry baru yang hendak dimasukkan kan? Jadi sahih ini memang salah kamu wahai WENDUT! Even now u still updating your blog!! Hish nak kene bantai sekali ni baru serik!

6. I am SICK from the day I was caught with hypotension disease :( Now my body immune does not function well. I am having high fever with extra headache with badly cough with awfully muscles pain along with sore throat :( Package kan? Mm 1 more forget to mention, gatal2 all over my body :( Nak kata tak mandi, satu hari 4 times mandi. Nak kate ade kurap, badanku bersih dari segala bacteria ganas seperti kurap dan yang sewaktu dengannya. Jadi apa ya? Ok takpe nnt bila Dr Hadi balik melawat ibu dan ayah, Wen akan dapatkan rawatan pesakit luar darinya :)

7. Tight TIME TABLE which denotes to least time for the loves one. Actually I’ve promised my love, GADIS to cook pasta together. Pity her have to wait for me on her craving to eat homemade pasta :p The problem is, I can’t find exact time to go there n cook. That’s why I said after start doing my specialization, everything seems shuffle. Pity people around me, terus kurang kasih saying dariku :p Mmmmm hope this Friday I can sneak a lil’ bit time to see her lah. Dahla Wen tak dapat teman her pergi Hospital Putrajaya for her medical checkup nnt. Sorry darling :( Kite jumpe on Friday k :D

Oh this entry dah terlalu panjanglah (i don't like long entry,sape nk bace panjang-panjang). Since it has reached my lucky number, I think it would be better if I stop rambling before banyak lagi bende merepek yang keluar. It’s time for assignments Wendut!! Till then, see you in my next entry people :)

Note: I just read through kak Fuza's blog about the War Game and Water Phobia (the most experienced activities in the Corporate Strategy Simulation) and if you guys interested to know what happened there, feel free to look at her blog :)

Wordless Wednesday - Remembrance Twitch

ABC + Rojak =Nyum Nyum!!

Wow, I can’t believe it’s been a month since I last updated this blog. I have not been feeling well lately. There has been a nasty flu bug that has been going around the community and unfortunately the whole family caught it too. So it has been lots of sniffles and coughing around the house. Needless to say, there has not been much idea wriggle out lately. So for now, here’s another entry from the archives.

I’ve ended my final exam around a week back but it still left the backpain + headache in me. The only thing I can do now is HOPING!! May ALLAH gimme chance to at least still smiling =) People are right when they said think more than twice before step into this level. Be prepared, mentally as well as physically! I thought I’m well prepared but I was wrong. Totally wrong! I’m weak to face the genius crowd. I’m weak to dwell in elevated IQs. I’m weak to fight even with my own fear!! Adoyai…apelah kehidupan ni (fav quote by my lovely baby-Kim =p) Hmm whatever it is, I’ve started and I’ll make sure I end it successfully =) Gambate Kudasai Wendut!!!!

Owh ya, last Sunday we were at Cameron Highland!!! Coooool Yah pretty cold up there (but it’s getting warmer compared to few years back). My L-Tan Hong Ming was extremely drained with his workload n he really needs some retreat and me as well still searching for some cram-escape so there it goes, VACATION =) Yes 1 whole day we’re up there 8am-9.30pm (reached KL around 12 due to heavy rain along the way) and the day was tremendous!! Having a cup of tea from the garden with the lovely view sway with the cool breeze, munch sugar coated fresh strawberry dip in chocolate, haggled fresh vegetables and corns, oh beautiful!!! We were thinking to make this as our regular retreat whenever we both have time. Who said 1 day is not enuff?? We made it and it works people. Try and you will experience a peace-empty-mind after that. Trust me!!

What will you do if you face problem with your very good friend? When she/he still silence even you said sorry thousand of time? When you try to catch back her/his attention but she/he remains ignorant? That is what happened between me and my very good friend *sigh* I’m running out of ideas thinking what should I do after what I did was not accepted. Adoyai…she’s my very good+ funny+ lovely+ sweet+ nice+ since primary friend. Because of some miscommunication, we ended the supposed-to-be happy night to worried-unhappy nite. Owh how I wish she could reply my text even with simple “=)”. I miss her =( Well if she read this entry, I really want to say SORRRRRRYYYY for the night and hope we remain friends forever. I love you dear Paz =)

Well, well, well a lil’ bit update about tennis. I know it’s way tooooo long to talk bout this. Dah basi cerita ni pon =p tapi biarlah nak jugak cakap pasal ni =D Roger Federer had shown his dawdling on this game. Starting from his lost toward Rafael Nadal in Australian Open, he defoliates himself from one bigger tournament in Dubai and Switzerland's Davis Cup date in the U.S (as he bids to fully overcome a nagging back problem) last month and this indirectly brings up Nadal to replace his victory.

"I am disappointed to announce that I am withdrawing from both Dubai and the Davis Cup tie in the United States,"

"This was a hard decision to make as I am missing not only one of my favorite events on tour in Dubai but I am also missing out on an opportunity to help my country try and move on to the next round of Davis Cup."

"As a precautionary measure, I will use the next few weeks to make sure the back injury is fully rehabilitated and I am ready for the rest of the 2009 season."

Poor Federer. Hope he did not use his age as an excuse of his slump records (come on man, William sisters shown up at your age!!! Be a MAN!!)

Wow, dah rasa mcm tulis novellah pulak panjang2 cmni..heeee naik sheikh ye tuan-tuan dan puan-puan =p Few stories in a row (kesan daripada kesibukan masa dan ekoran daripada hal-hal harian =p) so I’ll stop here for now. I’ll try to update more frequent from today onwards (still depending on time and idea ^,^) till now, take care people =D

Hiburan Malam =p

Bahagianya malam di Lekas Highway

Jumaat malam hari itu

Hati kite gembira

Kite jumpe dia

=)

Kite ke Uptown dulu

Around 1 jam

Terus kite ke Lekas

Kite lompat-lompat

Kite HAPPY

eh bukan, KAMI happy

=D

NOTE : This entry been posted by request of Mr Tan Hong Ming. Hahaa KAMI in sewel mode =p

Happy Birthday Wen :)

Hello people =D

7 Eleven!!!! That’s my birth date means past two days was my 23rd birthday =D Did I mention this is my 23 years of birthday! Does it sounds old enuff? No I guess =D Tak kisahla, yang naik cume “the number” but me will always be me! Daddy’s little girl who still plays with lots of toys and watch cartoon from 8 in the morning till dawn =D. but wary guys, this little girl is not just a girl. She’s a little girl with high deviated IQ =p

Ok, I just wanted to share how’s my beautiful day went through. Started on my birthday eve: me, dad and mum (sad huh without the brother and the sister =( ) went to Damansara for a pre celebration. Owh ho, am the princess =D. Midnight sharp! Messages and calls was like hey, I’m totally a princess =D Next day (it’s my day *wink*) went out for celebration with Mr Tan Hong Ming at Cyberjaya+Putrajaya (I know some of you will say “apelaa yg ade kat sane tu”) but hey, I can say that night was the best moment in 23 years I’ve been living in this world!!! Than the following days, home sweet home celebration grand day (it’s 8/11 but still celebrating. Bajett tuan puterila kan =p). Hadiah waaah, mcm kanak2 seyh : bertimbun =D oh ya forget to mention “I got TWO birthday cake” lalalalaaa *wink*

So people, sape2 yand ade wish wen. THANK YOU shoo much =D. As usual guys, the picas…….. ;) ENJOY!

Sassy Sunday ;)

Hello people, today is Sunday and today will be the last day for me to honeymoon since tomorrow I’ll be starting the new semester of school. Last night I was thinking to go poppily poppy with my dear darling Tan Hong Ming but eventually we went to Palace of The Golden Horses for some kind of farewell party for Shahrul who’ll gonna fly to New York. We had our hi-tea (its lunch more to said) at Carousel coffee house. Typical hotel’s cuisine –TWO THUMBS UP- (obviously, we pay high to make the thumbs shows up kan ;p) again as usual not much to say bout this party since you guys can judge it by glancing the pictures ~ENJOY!!!

Wordless Wednesday - I didn't fall for you, You tripped me! Love you sweetheart!

Double Life...

Sometimes I feel like I live a double life. In one there I am the girlfriend. In the other I am the friend. And lately? I've been living almost exclusively in the girlfriend side of my double life. Which leaves the other side withering and dying, which is not cool.

But tonight I start to question and wonder why there has to be a double life, a double identity. Who said that I had to start a split life that never quite seems to mesh? Who is living my life, me or the people I'm trying to please? Well, as of right now, it's me. I am determined to nurse my ailing friendships that have gotten pushed to the side in favor of the girlfriend side of me. And I'm determined to keep the girlfriend side healthy and strong, but who said I have to choose one over the other? When did I stop living my own life and making my own decisions? It happened so subtly I didn't even notice it.

Well, as of right now, the double life no longer exists. They are merged. And whoever can't handle it or doesn't like it can get the hell out of my life. (yes, I admit that's a bit drastic and probably not true, but, it's nearly midnight and I'm still awake, please indulge the momentary drama) I'm going to start balancing my friendships and my relationship before my friendships disappear from lack of nurturing, and without withering my relationship. All it takes is a little bit of balance. And I have the determination to do it. All it took was the realization to realize that I am missed and that they care. I know, "the girl" was way shocked when I admitted that I had somehow convinced myself that I wasn't missed and wasn't needed. I see now how silly that is. And now more than ever I realize what wonderful, beautiful friends I have.

From now on the only double life I'll ever lead is that of a double agent (but don't worry, I doubt I'll ever be Sidney Bristow)


**disclaimer-the double life reference is figurative, not literal. I'm still the same me, I just feel like there are unnecessary and unhealthy splits on my focus and attention...hopefully that makes sense. It's late and I'm tired. Morning update: Had a great talk with mr tan hong ming, and he's on the same page. He understands how I'm feeling, and while he's protective of me in terms of completely blaming myself, he understands. I'm very hopeful, and already taking steps to equal things out and merge those two sides so they aren't at odds with each other.

the best movie ever!!

This has to be one of the best movies I've ever seen. Mr Tan Hong Ming took me on an impromptu date last Monday (never too late to post it now), part of which was seeing this movie. I even leaned over during the movie and told him it was the best movie I'd ever seen. Yes, it's cheesy at points. Yes, it had me crying and I was laughing so hard at other points. I fell in love with ABBA music back in high school when A*Teens came out and redid a lot of their songs and mimicked their style. My mom loved ABBA, so she and I share that. I've loved Amanda Seyfried since her role in Veronica Mars. I think she was a perfect cast for this (of cause, admittedly having never seen the stage production) Meryl Streep, Pierce Brosnan and Colin Firth were all wonderful too, and so was the rest of the cast. I have to say, I love this trend of putting musicals to the big screen. I know that some people are completely against it, but it's made me fall even further in love with Broadway shows. And now I've fallen in love with Mamma Mia. I swear, I need to go to New York (finally).

Seriously, I will warn you that this one does get a little cheesy and possibly even over the top at times...but come on, it's a musical. It's a comedy. It was absolutely wonderful. Also? I want to visit Greece...even more than when I watched Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. Incidentally, I also want to see the newest movie of that. But really, though the first one was GREAT, read the books, they're even better...same with the newest version of Pride and Prejudice (the one with Keira Knightley), read the book, it's AMAZING. Need I say more? La-di-da....oh hey, there's my train of thought come round to pick me up. Mamma Mia was amazing. I can't wait for it to come out on dvd. I'm rather disappointed that my A*Teens cd is at home (Johor house) and not in my cd case down here.

Final aside, I've been kind of MIA in the blog world recently. School has been crazy and I've barely been home. We're all gearing up for the final trimester exam which denotes of hoping for the best result among other sems since this will be the benchmark for following. But I'm slowly catching up on my blog reader and will try to get back to posting more regularly.

2nd Post

SECOND - Last few days, 4 consecutively days I went out for fast breaker + dinner at 4 different places, with 4 different person. Macam glamour rasenye. Hahaaaa =p 1st day was with Mr Rizal at Manhattan Fish Market, Mid Valley for fast breaker and direct to Xxxxx Restaurant, Ampang (hahhaaa sorryla takleh mention atas sebab2 yang mcm bangang =p) for supper. 2nd day was at Rimbun Klasik, Bangi for dinner with Mr Pemurah. 3rd day was with my lovely Tan Hong Ming at Village View, Bangi for fast breaker and direct to Times Square for some lip smacking and finally 4th day was with my whacky double cuzzins at Tony Roma’s, Mid Valley for dinner.

Those days are marvelous!!!! With the foods yang maha lazat, environment yang maha tenang (it’s a good treatment for my frenzied mind actually =p) and spent time with the people esp. my sweetheart =D owh, dah ckp banyak. Here are some pictures of the food yang telah dihadam di dalam perut =D (No picture taken in Rimbun Klasik, Bangi. For some reasons, pic at Village View, Bangi are NOT allowed to publish here. thank you =D)

The Manhattan Fish Market

Tony Roma's

I H.E.A.R.T YOU......is it that obvious??

Dear,

M.T.M.F

I LOVE YOU

Love,

A.J Juana

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go

But if I have to boy I think that you should know

All the love we made can never be erased

And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

From the day I met you
I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and I wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to the feeling of your kisses

I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You make me thank God that I live my life every day
There's never been a doubt in my mind that I'd regret
Ever having you by my side.

But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know
Enjoyed everyday that I spent with you and
I won't miss you cause I'm happy that I had
You at all

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time

NOTE : Listen to this song? Simply click http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PprGMwEBPU0

Wordless Wednesday - Time After Time =D