ALLAH help me :'(

The hate that I feel in my heart is real,

But these are feelings that I don't want to feel.

Please ALLAH help me to be strong,

As I know feeling like this is wrong.

You know the pain and anger that I feel in my heart,

Please take it away, make it depart.

I'm so tired and weary Dear ALLAH,

These feelings I cannot afford.

I want to feel alive, I want to feel free,

I want to be the best Muslim that I can be.

Please take this pain, throw it away,

I need to prostrate to You and pray.

Please ALLAH forgive my anger,

These feelings are from devil- I'm in danger!

Please calm my heart, calm my mind,

Let me feel the peace that I yearn to find.

Thank You ALLAH for hearing me out,

Thank You ALLAH for allowing me to take the right route.