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got back from Bangkok and SUPER DUPER TIRED!!

today's working another ++TIRED

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priceless WORDS than PRADA

VS

Last Sunday (27th April) was my dearly loved IBU birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IBU =D

It was so shuffled at the beginning when on that day (26th April) my dad was attending his best friend’s wedding at Ipoh, me had bowling with my college pals, my brother still in Kuantan waiting for his result and the only person besides her was my-very- garang princess adik and what makes it more jumble when the next day (the exact day 27th April) my brother n sister will b going back 2 their universities, my dad will b going for outstation (definitely dad will bring ibu along) and me living alone @ home. It’s kinda tight when we can’t prepare for her birthday precisely (of cos di dalam hatinya merasai sedikit kesedihan bila pada hari penting, tidak dapat berkumpul bersama).

Minutes goes replacing by hours yet everybody still haven’t come back yet. Me still in Mid Valley, my dad still at Ipoh n my brother still in Kuantan. She watched movie with my sister but her eyes n mind were somewhere undetectable. My sis break the silence “nape bu?” she answered short “ xde lah”. That time the clock had shown almost 6pm (obviously these info was given by my sis. She’s the 1 with ibu kaann).

Sharp 7pm, I arrived at the guard lodge in front of my house surprisingly followed by my dad’s car n behind him was my brother’s car. Alhamdulillah out of these we can put smile on ibu’s face. Once I pressed the door bell, ibu open the door n she smiles as she looked at us... Yes we’re COMPLETE and that is what she expects on her beautiful day.

We had a small celebration at The Western’s Cheras (recommended by Jalan Jalan Cari Makan) on that 26th night (since tomorrow everybody’s will be going our own way). After we had our dinner’s done, it’s hadiah time………………ooopppssss unfortunately we terlupa nak bawa hadiah (since the hadiah was in my car n we out with daddy’s car) but…BUT we replaced it with an announcement of my brother…….(eheh bukan nak kawen ye =p) the most magnificent, wonderful, glorious, amazing, splendid, impressive (hahaaa I knew!!! It’s all have de same meaning..Am just expressing how precious de gift are =p) gift to my 52 years old ibu…these 3 valuable words

“BU,HADI LULUS =)”

It’s only a statement but the meaning of that words can make my parents cry and proud of him...ALHAMDULILLAH my much-loved brother had passed his 7 years medical course with distinction!!! I can call him DR HADI now =D. For ibu, this is the best moment and the greatest gift ever in her whole life =D (yes, positively for my dad too =D)


p/s : kan wen da kate ayat abang lagi mahal dan hebat dr Prada handbag yg berharga ribuan ringgit …sob sob =(

yada-yada SCANDALICIOUS~

-final blurred pictures-

As I flipping through my picture CDs containing all my tremendous pictures since the year 2003, I found these photos…it was edited by ME when I was in my 2nd year bachelor’s in UNITEN (thanks Allah for still giving me de chance of getting less amnesia). All together I had 6 pictures in sequence with the title SCANDALICIOUS 1, SCANDALICIOUS 2, SCANDALICIOUS 3 and bla…bla..bla…. ~perfect progression from de 1st CLEAR pic until de final BLURRED and unseen pic~ (i know, it always be with the help of Photo Roxio…big thanks 2 today’s technology)

I smile as the memory flashing by =) (yeeess….. I know most of you are eager 2 know de stories behind those pics) the story begins with.....ahha the title “SCANDALICIOUS”.They are my scandals.6 of them!! Hahaaaa what a playgirl =p. Each of them has their own story. Stories that I think I should share out with all of you (perhaps u can take it as guidance). Well, AM NOT GOING TO REVEAL WHO THEY ARE THOUGH, just de stories…

Growing up in CONVENT GIRL’S SCHOOL makes me a bit tardy 2 know the exact meaning of MAN. It’s a first sight love when I saw him. We started as a foe when we wrangled like hell just 2 bind our self-ego. Times goes by until I realized that I like him…we stared evytime we met, we keep ingest our words even lots to say, we sneak a look 4 each other, we’re in our own world evytime our eyes direct into each other for about 2 YEARS. Yet ego against evything. The feelings, the hope and the dream. (It’s a very long grandmother story which I cut into pieces, just extracting de important part..U can get the whole story from my BELOVED SISTER, NURUL HUDA AMIRUDIN 012-7358953)*wink* dipendekkan cerita, de beautiful dreams been snatched faaar away from me when my very own best friend took him as her life partner…wutelse I can say? Wutelse I can do? I can’t blame anybody. I’m de one who supposed to be blamed. Even she knew I fall for him till death (EVERYBODY NOES THAT), BEST WOMAN’S WIN!!! That’s the rules and since that I’ve learnt a lesson –DRIVING ELEVATED EGO, LEADS TO NOWHERE-

As for de 2nd story, I just love de way he kick the ball (bear in mind that am not fully feminine though =D) when I first saw him in football field, ku telah jatuh cinta…hahhahaha yulks!! We never knew each other until I get his phone number (BIG thanks to my bravey buddy CFA) we started to called, texted but he never know who am I (why? I keep it undetectable laa…saham kene jaga maa) so our invisible relationship kept moving until he knew who am I (he didn’t stop investigate) and we still had fastidious flow. That was our best moment!!! We’re bound of blissful even we didn’t attached to each other (de fact is deep inside I really want him to know that I like him). Stories leave by from day yet to another day until he said he’s getting married to a person that cherub by ME!! (Yes, I’M THE STUPID CUPID!! Letting go a person u love to someone and de stupid part was u give him a hand by make things out..AWFUL!!! ) AGAIN, wutelse I can say? Wutelse I can do? I can’t blame anybody. I’m de one who supposed to be blamed!! Keep things unspoken..Few weeks b4 he’s getting married we had our long chat. I told him my “STORY” bout me and him but I used others name so that my identity save in silent and know what?? HE SAID HE HAD DE SAME SIDE OF STORIES AND THAT PERSON WAS REFFERING TO ME!!!!!!!OMG I felt like am the most brainless creature in this whole world!!! But it’s merely too late for us..We can’t turn back time. All we need to do is just pray for each other happiness. Once again I learnt a lesson

–KEEP THE LOVE UNSPOKEN IMPEL TO STRETCHED REGRET-

Well it’s too long 2 share evyting. The others are just normal scandal like other normal people. Hehee had a large quantity of scandals makes life worth flirty just for the familiarity sake. Now I don’t have to worry, even I still mingle around with those splendid scandalicious like SHASIKARAN, my priority still be my beloved TAN HONG MING =D

dust bunnies =D

under this couch i found theeeeeeseee homeless kids =D

This morning after my Subuh prayer, I decided to do a little spring cleaning in my room. One of the things was vacuuming under the couch. (I know... Why? No one ever looks under there anyways. Because, I have weird cleaning compulsions that's why! I'll end up working my tush off cleaning all while and in the end no one even notices. Why? Because... I'm the only one who saw it to begin with.)

Regardless, today I had one of those cleaning itches, which I am so glad I did. When i flipped the couch over... Oh My Goodness! It looked as though I had some little homeless kid living under there. There were toys, candle, candy wrappers, pin, you name it, and all piled in with some Major dust bunnies. It's a wonder i haven't died sitting there breathing all that in. My mom entered the room. To me it was my kiddie belongings and me still snatching and grabbing and digging all in it but for her it was just a filthy gross mess. She felt like she needed a breathing apperatice, just waiting for me to finish cleaning while her mouths lecturing me. After seeing her like that, I've come to the conclusion & I end up her lecture by saying ..."Clearly, I am still little girl, cause that is something I still get a thrill!" heheeee =D

de true definition of HAPPY =D

my-forever-scandal called n we talked for quite minutes

i MISS him dreadfully

~heheee his name is SHASIKARAN~

NOTE-to-my-tan hong ming : sayang,ur madu called just 2 say hello...nothing much ya =D

okay....it's juz a dream!!

last nite i dreamt of him....(org kate kalau kite mmp org tu,det person tgh trigt kat kt..hehee) i was wondering wut's behind de dream..he called me wif super lower voice telling me he just wanted 2 have a chat.. okla since we did not contact 4 quite sumtyme,me ~still in crazee way~ layan him borak...he said he wanted 2 c me..me say ok,just set de date n time...-deal-

on de day we supposed 2 meet,it was in de garden party (i really have no idea who's party is det) he was faaaaaarrrr away from me until i juz can see him as a tiny dot~but he's there standing steel~ i went towards him but strange thing,he makes himself getting far faaarr away from me..(dlm hatiku gile ape die ni,org kejar,die lari pulak) so i decided to stop n sit at one table but i keep my eyes on him..he smile at me n drop 1 beautiful red rose (he used 2 gimme det rose,tapi dah layu kat umah johor..hahaa) and go..hahaaa mcm dlm fantasy land kurase... me blurrrr at det time take my step off..as i turn back to go,doink~ my lovely tan hong ming stand rite in front of me n he's holding de same rose as the one "he" dropped b4....uhuk uhuk uhuk (ku terbatuk2 kecil =p) i turn 2 look at de falling rose back...it's gone!!! (alah maybe da ade org amek,kan party time tu =p) me yg blur terus pulp!!!! terbangun dari tdo......heheee dah pukul 6.30am solat time :D

sekian cerita dongeng (dream can be classified as cerita dongeng kan??) am not going 2 think bout de stupid dream...well dream is just a dream :)

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erm talk about japan(i HATE !!!)...

i think i miss someone....

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