ALLAH help me :'(

The hate that I feel in my heart is real,

But these are feelings that I don't want to feel.

Please ALLAH help me to be strong,

As I know feeling like this is wrong.

You know the pain and anger that I feel in my heart,

Please take it away, make it depart.

I'm so tired and weary Dear ALLAH,

These feelings I cannot afford.

I want to feel alive, I want to feel free,

I want to be the best Muslim that I can be.

Please take this pain, throw it away,

I need to prostrate to You and pray.

Please ALLAH forgive my anger,

These feelings are from devil- I'm in danger!

Please calm my heart, calm my mind,

Let me feel the peace that I yearn to find.

Thank You ALLAH for hearing me out,

Thank You ALLAH for allowing me to take the right route.

Lambat Macam Siput~

I am feeling like this tortoise nowadays. My to-do list is about a mile long but I am crossing them out slowly but surely (hitherto it’s still slow!!) Haih Mr Thesis, haih En Master, bilakah aku dan kamu akan berpisah dan bertemu dengan Tan Sri Phd? Waaaahhh berangan.....Master kau tercungap, Phd? Eh,it's not wrong to let the dreams drive our life, no vision no aspiration, riiitee...

がんばって Wen san!!!!

Money, Time and Idea have legs :(

I’m running out of KA-CHING

I’m running out of TIME

I’m running out of IDEA

and out of these

I miss all the FUN

Umur saya 24 tahun (Jangan tipu umur anda ye kawan-kawan :p)

Hello people :)

This post is dedicated to few fans eh salah, friends who requested me to update on my birthday party, birthday gift, birthday itu, birthday ini and everything happened on my birthday essentially and there’s one friend yang mmg hari2 dok tanye bila nak update demanded even more which is update ini wajib ditulis dalam Bahasa Melayu kerana katanya blog ini menganaktirikan bahasa ibunda. Ooo kau ingat aku tak reti berblog dalam bahasa melayu? En Saat bangga tau aku dapat A1 mase SPM dulu!! Hihi sayangku F, ini untuk awak (haha macam dedicate lagu :p) (People, am having high fever rite after my birth day, dets y ni baru update...hihiiii)

Sabtu lepas bersamaan 7 November 2009, I turned 24!!! Eh salah, saya bertukar 24!!! (macam bodoh direct translate :p). Overall party was fantastic! Mother cooked Chinese Chicken Rice, Vietnamese Rice Paper Roll, Kebab Roll and Soda Fruit Punch for drinks. 2 cakes for birthday girl ~Tiramisu & Classic Cheese~ (Betul2 disayangi :p)

Let’s move to the gift :D Hoi Wen you are supposed to write in Malay ~degiltahaplembubetul~ ok jum2 kite tgk hadiah yang kite dapat *weeiiww*

Ok 1st hadiah dari kakak-kakak saudara kesayangan!!! Tengok kotak pon dah comel kan :D It's a Mini Cupcake Creation Set!!!! Sangat comel dan sangat sesuai untuk orang comel...Pandai mereka memilih..Hahahahaha jum kite tgk ape ade didalam.....

Yeay ade 1 silicone tray yang bewarna kegemaranku, 1 buku recipe cupcake, 1 piping bag with 5 tips juga bewarna kegemaranku :D lepas ni kene buat cupcake banyak-banyak and bukak cupcake online....muahahaha berangan~ LOVE THIS SET TO THE MAX!!!

Yeay!! Dapat jam pon berwarna kegemaran...wuuiiiwww betul-betul disayangi :D Jam comel ala-ala princess ini dihadiahkan oleh THM kesayangan. The most eh silap perkara yang paling disukai pasal jam ini adalah buckle die oh sungguh dewasa...Comel but at the same time got the 24th touch :D LOVE THIS WATCH TO THE MAX!!!

Baju dari Indonesia and beg S ni pulak hadiah dari ibu tersayang..Awww she really wants me to be a LADY atau dalam bahasa melayunya ibu betul-betul nak saya jadi primadona melayu, awww :D I will ibu..ONE DAY :) Jangan terperanjat time tu ibu tak kenal tgk anak ibu sendiri..hihiiii :p LOVE THE BAG AND THE BLOUSE TO THE MAX!!!

Hadiah yang last ni.............the most the most the most oh-my-gucci surprised!!! I tak sangka y'all dalam umur 24 dah boleh pakai jam sebegini sekali!!! Hadiah dari daddy tersayang jam Dunhill y'aaalllll (tgk kotak je ye, jumpe nnt tgk live :p). Dapat-dapat hadiah ni terus teringat kawan-kawan time kat Uniten dulu cakap sambil belek-belek V-Mag (hissh orang gila je yang sanggup habis riban-riban untuk jam ni) hahahhahaha what a memory, tuih muke sendiri :p LOVE THIS GIFT TO THE MAX!!!

NOTE : Thanks for the birthday wish FRIEENNDDDSSSS..Sayang semua shooooo much :D F, permintaan u, i dah tunaikan...Lepas ni belanja i Tony Roma's ok, i tunggu :D

Wordless Wednesday

Awful FEVER impede the chemical reaction :'(

(Source : CartoonExpress)

Heart can't lie :)

I don't love him, I don’t like him, I don’t care for him and I don’t even bother anything about him but peculiarly said the allure is there. It doesn't make me like him, but my heart feels something different. It's good, I’m not sure. I just don't know how to explain it. I just know it's a good feeling, sometimes……. Thus, it is possible for some of us rite, no idea :p I don’t like him but it’s just that the distance makes hearts grow fonder, I bet it’s TRUE :)

NOTE: He called me all the way from "MIddle East" just to make sure i'm HAPPY *wink*

Wordless Wednesday

BECAUSE OF THEEEEEEEEESEEEEE.................

NOW